It was hard coming to the realization that my family is stupid - and that I really don't like them anymore. I denied it for years because I wasn't strong enough to see the truth. But I am finally starting to see what they really are like - and I don't like it. All my young adult years I tried so hard to get everyone to work together and co-operate because I knew that life was short and unpredictable. But they didn't.
I have always lived with the fear of death - because when I was 15 for three days I was told I had a serious brain condition and that I was going to die. Since then I have seen everything as though I could die tomorrow. I am not attached to material things at all. And now I am not attached to my family either now. And now that I have divorced myself from these assholes they call me all the time. Before they didn't. Fuck off assholes!!
Monday, August 31, 2009
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